Here I am. Endless, nameless, draped in white, shameless.
The sun shines on glitter gold. The angels float here in the glow.
The taste is bitter, the flavor I’ve savored. I don’t want to be saved.
Softly, I fall into a bed of flowers.
You couldn't understand unless you’ve felt it. Your empty eyes want to decide. Well, I’ve already made up my mind.
Don’t pity me with your candy hearts. When you couldn’t relate. We are worlds apart.
Softly, I fall into a bed of flowers.
The world doesn’t love us and it owes us shit. It’s not hard to search for this lack of purpose.
It’s hard to digest the vomit and blood is stuck in my chest.
I am the sand in the air. You will wash away tonight.
I am the stain on your blouse, you can squint at if you like.
I know it stings, the way things should have been.
I know it stings.
Softly, I fall into a bed of flowers.
credits
from Glow,
released November 9, 2018
Additional vocals by Chris Motionless